Thursday, December 2, 2010

To my best friend - Chitu

Wish I could hug my best friend today and hug her so tight to say everything will be alright.I pray to god to give her enough strength to face this incredible grief. I miss her so much and I am deeply saddened in my heart. I have no courage to comfort her but I am praying for her.
I met her about five years ago but in the last three years in the absence of another friend I become closer to her. I bonded with her like no other. In my heart I knew she was someone I care for deeply. Sometimes you can connect with someone in such special ways. I share my deepest secrets with her and trust her more than anyone. Today when she is in pain, I am almost trying not to think of her. Have you ever felt like avoiding someone as it is so painful to face them? In her thoughts I penned a few lines, although I really cant describe in words.


I can’t comprehend just how sad you must feel
This sorrowful time must still feel unreal
As I think of you today,
I wonder why God gave you this pain
And life seems such a trial and all in vain
Happiness comes at times to all but sadness comes unbidden 
And sometimes tears must fall
I can feel the pain in your heart and the amount of troubles piled 
In this extremely difficult time
I pray that your faith will create inner peace and God will give you the strength to smile again 
Till then, you are in my thoughts and prayers, Until the dark times start to fade.